12月4日のリハ１本目を終了。
今音源聞きながら一人反省会。
今回のために楽譜をもう一度手で書き直したのだ。
ちらしも最近手書きにはまってるし。
このご時世に、もう一度手で書くってことの効能を噛みしめてるんだよね。
ちらしは純粋に子供のころのだい好きなお絵描きを思い出して１００パーセント楽しんでるけど、楽譜は手書きの味とかそういうセンチメンタルな理由でなく。
私はむかしから書かないと見えないことがいっぱいあるんだなあ。
アメリカにいる間も、今みたいにくだらない冗談を云えるぐらい自由に英語で気持を云えない時は、もやもやしたり悲しい時はよく手帳に書いていたもんね。
書いてるうちにだいたい自分を揺さぶる感情の源を見つけて、
また何とかやっていましたが。
楽譜書くの本当に苦手だし、今回の作業ほんとうに結構手間がかかったけど、
もうすこし自分の曲も見えて、きちんと実りがあったようです。
とリハの音源ちゃんたちを聞きながら嬉しさを噛みしめてます。
んふふ。
新しい曲は今回お披露目しないのだけど、
ことし最後にふさわしい、ことし一番いいものをお見せできそうです。
良い時間にしちゃうよーん！
てなわけで、来週のリハもがんばりまっせ。
ラブ、
ゆき
We have finished our first rehearsal for 12/4.
I am listening to the recording from the rehearsal now.
I rewrote most of the charts for this show. All handwritten.
As some of you might have noticed, I have been into drawing flyers too lately.
Joy of handwriting.
I guess drawing is 100% fun.
But when it comes to writing a chart, there is more to it. Not just a sentimental reason like analogue-worshipping.
I know I have always been kinetic person.
I have to write it in order to think further.
As I am writing this, I remembered I used to write a lots of journals when I was in the US.
Especially when I still couldn't express myself in English as much as I do now, I often would just sit down and write in my notebook whenever I was feeling frustrated or sad.
As I continued to write, I calmed myself.
Writing these charts reminded me of those self-intervention back in those days.
I have to admit it took looong time and it was challenging.
But it was all worth it.
Listening to the recording, I am so delighted that it is already showing the result.
I have to say, this show is gonna be the best of our show so far.
I really hope to share with lots of people.
Love,
Yuki
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